Struggling through.

Silence and solitude have been difficult. I find it difficult to find that place where I’m really at rest in God. I am putting forward some effort. I wonder, am I just searching for feelings, and not true transformation that leads to those feelings? One real problem is finding time for sleep. I seem to play catch up when trying to spend time alone with God.

Living God, help me to seek sleep over entertainment or other pleasures. Break my addictions to activity. Amen.